Kilmer Poetics Journal

  There's plenty more poems by S. D. Kilmer  at Facebook Group at this link: The Emergence Journal adjunct

Not sure how you did it. Nor do I know why. You entered my life.  But now I should cry Because I can recall always being,  Someplace else.  I don't know how I did it. Nor do I understand why. Decisions made, a future laid Were never up to the grade. Because my mind always seems to be,  Someplace else.  Never could I comprehend.  The reason You sent her into my life. It all now seems like wasted time. A more sure love could have been mine. From someplace else.  I'd been thrown into the lives Of those with despondent eyes.  People from vacuumous places. Rather have had my own mother Where she had been,  Someplace else.  And now I face the end. Can only trust in the grace You'll send. I've squandered my intelligence, space and time.  Forgive me how I always seem to be,  Someplace else.  _______________ copyright 2023 SDKilmer All Rights Reserved www SDKilmer com

Want to get you in a room with me. Where the lights are low. To see what we can see. There's no one else that knows. The sky is on the ceiling. Paint in the other room is peeling. I got to get this right. I don't mean we share the night. Wanna discover how we can generate light. You and I girl. There's nothing to fright. Just enjoy the thrill. The connection between us. So dynamic! It's panoramic! Love will surround us like quadrophonic. It sounds so wonderful. You being here with me. I got to get this right. I don't mean we share the night. Wanna discover how we can generate light. Between us. You and I girl. _____________ copyright ©️ 2023 SDKilmer All Rights Reserved www SDKilmer com ... 

Don't you look at me. It's so plain to see. There's so much. I'm not the person I want to be. The past has been so crual. There has never been a school To learn how to be human. The Creator must of thought that should have been natural. As humans we simply fought against our original nature, not so admirable. What now shall we ... What now shall I do? How shall this life I construed Change, transform, transcend For the better? To be less fettered. I am the aggregate of all of them who have interacted with me and I with them. Some for good. Some poorly impacted. Some not doing as they should. Others like they're tuned in to the Creator. Formation of the person, an arbitrator of all those interactions. Benefactions, microtransactions, overreactions, counteractions, communal celebration, everyone appreciation. That's it! It takes all of us. If we can just discuss, without a fuss. All of us together being good to each other. Being the bes

I love the way you move. All swank and cool. I'm a dank fool canvas. I'd like to be you. Let's see who, I can be. I love the way you speak. All soft and sexy. Everything 'bout you is neat. I'm just an entity incomplete. I'd like to be you. Let's see who, I can be. Adoptee chameleon Born to be Apparently, a utilitarian personality. Adoptee chameleon. Born to be Nothing much to see, apparently. Nobody said it would be like thees. All my own history. All blood relatives. I'm a severed twig of my family trees. They said the tree caught fire. From which they saved me. What bald liars! They took me on. An adoptee chameleon. Gill or Jillian? No one could tell. All adoptees seem to be a chameleon. How I love your body. Oh how I love your manners. Does it really matter That I want to be like you? Got nothing else to inform me. So let's see, who I am. If I can break free from Being an Adoptee Chameleon Of different colors. With different lovers. To

Don't fall down Oh don't you break down. If you're going to move anywhere. Best if you break up. Break up with those who don't love Step away from all who don't look up All those who blow their own horn All those who would rather live in a world torn. Best that you break up. If you break down you'll fall Amongst those who would do you harm. Were you to break down Your soul will no longer be sound. Best that you break up. Break up with the evil within. And make your way to the Son, there'll be no more sin. Far away from them here Who are just trying to win. Always better to break up. Don't break down Oh don't you fall. If you're going to move around. Best if you break up. __________ copyright ©️ 2023 SDKilmer, LLC All Rights Reserved www SDKilmer com ....